15 minutes left of a Tuesday I should have put to sleep already. My therapist asked how I was doing last week and I said “Well, hopefully...

I’m trying and I’m trying - with a side of even more trying. No matter what anyone says about the ways I haven‘t measured up (and I...

I spent most of yesterday happy. My balloon was flying pretty high. I still think my new job is going well. I went to Target. Had nice...

“Love at first sight isn’t a thing.” - a thought I’ve had a million times. After all, how is anyone supposed to love someone they have NO...

I don’t know what to begin to say, but I’m forcing myself to write something. Anything. Recapping feels impossible. There’s too damn...

Let’s talk about pride and accomplishment: I frequently forget I have a college degree. It mattered and I guess I’m proud of it because...

Had a second interview for a position that excites me, and that I feel I would be handle - but would be challenging. I think my...

Showered and leaving for my job interview in an hour forty-five. Terrified of the roads, the cold, the interview, and OF being terrified....

I was happy last week for an extremely specific reason. Reasons that I’ve already hyper-analyzed. Ugh, I’ve already alluded to more than...

First things first: I’ve lost 5 pounds in just over a week I think? Damn my cloudy memory. I’ll accept that loss. I’ll keep this up. If...

This first week I got a blow... followed by a second medium blow, that was topped off by a full on baseball bat beating that knocked the...

Yesterday was yesterday. “Days that aren’t catastrophes” are always good days. I‘ll fight anyone who disagrees*... and that‘s 2020 and...

4:30 am and awake. The saga continues into another day! Sigh. It was a combination of being in book mode, followed by a disruptive cat....

Life is fixable. Okay, so... maybe that sounds a bit generous. Or too good to be true. Call me crazy, but I do believe in this....

4-5 years ago I was at a crossroads. Instead of going right or left (or bravely forging my own path) I just planted myself on the ground...

Late night writing: #1 - Part of me hopes that certain people I think about regularly never (or rarely) think about me because I would...