So I guess you could say...

I don’t know what to begin to say, but I’m forcing myself to write something. Anything. Recapping feels impossible. There’s too damn much.

It‘s hardly “all bad”. FAR from it.

Unexpectedly have a new job in a field I never would have seen myself fitting into until recently.

It’s funny how that happens. Also, cha ching.

I am deeply and genuinely enjoying it. It’s challenging, but I know I will grow sharper in time.

It‘s a challenge I want and need.

Asian hate crimes have become a thing, which I HATE. Then again, I haven‘t expected much of the world in quite some time. I’m trying not to think about it too much. It tunnels me back into cynicism and sadness that the world is what it is.

I turn off the news a lot.

I don’t know if that makes me a better or worse person.

I do care. Is that enough?

My Kia breathed its final breath about a month ago. I have a 2017 Hyundai Elantra now and am jolly about it.

It is Smurf blue, and I call it The Smurfette.

(Never understood what smurfs are, but then again, I don’t understand much about cars. It works on 2 levels.)

I’m hella exercising this month. Three cheers for a gym membership that’s no longer dusty and is serving a purpose. I power walk at an incline almost every day. At an INCLINE. While watching “Evil Lives Here” on the Discovery Plus app.

So I guess you could say I‘ve got it going on now.

I can only hope this is an upswing.