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Morphing into Big Bird

  • Writer: Caitlin Cassidy
    Caitlin Cassidy
  • May 5, 2021
  • 1 min read

It‘s Cinco de Mayo for another hour, followed by my best friend’s birthday Friday, and it all ends with Mother‘s Day on Sunday.

SNAZZY.

So what is new in my life that is also worth writing about? Work is going well. I’m still surviving whatever my life has turned into. It’s a land of uncertainty, illness, and a few dashes of hope.

9/10 of my prayers are just appeals for inner peace. I don’t pray for outcomes. Or even to be happy, because I’m not a Sesame Street puppet.

It would be way cooler if I WAS Big Bird, but that goes without saying 😩


ANYWAYS…

My life has been beautiful, which is not the same as easy. Haven‘t put out more crazy than has come in.

I‘ve been spared many horrors. I have more chances. Wish I could say more.


I wonder about where I am headed all of the time. And my answer is always “you’re going to die.“


I don’t mean that I WANT to. It’s just the fact that this will be the end of every life.

I’m falling asleep now. Will edit later

 
 

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