Why I’m thinking of shutting my blog down.

I can see repeat users on my blog as they are coded by “numbers”. As in, I can see if it is the same person visits repeatedly - they are assigned a visitor number. I can also usually see the location. There is someone in Dallas/Carrollton who views my blog 4-5 times a day day (and has been doing this for months). I am getting increasingly freaked out by this. Keep in mind I have PTSD. I hope it’s harmless and I am thinking it has to be someone I know but I can’t figure out who it is or who would want to be checking on this that often but my mind goes to worst case scenario sometimes.

If you are doing this, just know you are (probably unintentionally) freaking me out and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to shut the blog down but I am thinking of it. This is what a typical day looks like. This is today so far. I don’t know what to think but just know that I can see every visit and it is starting to give me anxiety every time I see a new hit because I can’t figure out who would check this that often.

I know this person will see this. Just please note it is giving me a lot of anxiety because it’s been going on for so long now and it has even come up as a topic for me in therapy. So maybe stop? If it continues I will be shutting my blog down for my own peace of mind.