Why do I write anything, do anything at all? A stupid question. Existing is hard. I don’t even look forward to sleeping because I have so...

#latenightwriting Has anyone else had some version of this? There’s a picture of us together with your family. Your arm is around me, and...

My birthday was Saturday. I’m gratefully 31. I bailed on a wedding today. The wedding of a friend I love. I meant well. I bought a dress...

I’m tired and it is late. Laying on the couch with Mal. Caitlin in her natural habitat. A tiny lizard🦎 appeared in the house today....

I have a tendency to throw a little too much star shaped confetti at special people. Only the MOST special. I want to squeeze every last...

I’m supposed to say something. I’m telling myself I’m supposed to say something. Use it or lose it? I feel dried up creatively. Damn! And...

Life status: Staring at the leg I didn’t finish shaving. Listening to the washing machine spin. Burning a “Gilmore Girls” candle from...

Life keeps getting sadder and sadder. Almost to an unbelievable soap opera level. Instead of processing sadness, I keep blanking out....

Am I strong, or just busy? Or is all of this “busy” keeping me strong? Didn‘t do enough reading this weekend. Paced around a lot. Slept....

I think every kind woman is beautiful (it’s all in the heart). So maybe in that sense most of us are the same. Women as a whole are very...

It's so much easier to shut yourself off from the world than it is to venture out and live with the possibility of getting hurt. I...

Blah freaking blah blah. Tired but writing anyway. Listening to some button in the dryer make “button in the dryer“ noises. CLANK! “I...

Angels are everywhere. I had a gut-wrenching and visit with my dad Sunday. I can’t write it. I was a blubbering, maskless mess in the...

… is an APC song about frightening drugs. Drugs I’ve never done. Used to wistfully think it was about some beautiful, tortured love....

September is almost here. I’ll be 31 before I know it. A question on my mind: “Do I love myself?” I have a question for everyone else...

Listening to an audiobook called “What Made Maddy Run” about a college athlete that committed suicide. Really tragic but poignant. A...

Something happened that made me feel like an Idiot today. “Something Happened.” I’m shaky and sick over it, but I’m probably blowing it...

30 things I have learned in 30 years (in no particular order) 1. Things that “happen to other families” WILL happen to yours too. 2....

I’m thinking about the time that it was you. My most recent love. I write about you a lot And wonder who my next will be. It’s partly out...

I can barely keep my eyes open, so some of this may be mild nonsense. On a scale of 1-10 my anxiety today was an 18. Even Seinfeld didn’t...