Damn my uncomfortable but correct instincts. I experienced a loss this week. Again. I think a teensy weensy part of me saw it coming. At...

What are the “best parts” about being you? Mine: - I’ve never been stuck in one group. I float around and can connect with many different...

I got a self-improvement planner for 2021. It has prompts, suggestions, lists: “What are your financial and spiritual goals? What are...

(If you actually read this whole thing and find the secret code word, inbox me and I’ll... idk. Say something nice.) File this under “Old...

Midnight corniness: Listened to my favorite song over and over again tonight because it helps me write. (It’s “Crash Into Me” by Dave...

I always say that I haven’t out-crazied my own life. The things I’ve done, my (sometimes) mangled but (usually!?) well meaning...

Late night FOMO vibes - with identities shielded to protect the innocent: This might be one in a series... Let’s talk about “having a...

I’m constantly drawn back to high school memories. I feel like more happened in those 4 years than in the totality of my 20s. I guess...

I used to think the worst “last times” were the unforeseen ones. Now I’m convinced they are the ones I can see speeding towards me in a...

The greatest project I had in my late twenties was to try to disprove the worst suspicions I have had about myself. Which I won’t name...

Caitlin’s New Year’s Resolutions: 1. Actually make resolutions (check!) 2. Throw away all of the almost-dead candles I own. 3. Continue...

That’s the meanest thing I (almost) said to someone who dumped me during my struggles (see the ”Brownies of Judgment” blog. Brownies had...

I sort of hate being 30. Because of the usual frustrations. Plus other parts of aging (not MY aging, but in general) that are far more...

My mother once told you she didn’t know how you put up with me. (The following isn’t about that, but thanks, mom.) So you did all the...

When I was a kid, I clung to positive adult and peer feedback and molded it like play-dough into an identity I could carry around and...

Late night vibes: 1. I can't stand the acute mental sensation of empty spaces or blankness. I need escapism and fantasy and...