It all happened while she was closing the front door. “SHITTTT!” she yelled as the banana shake in her hand went splat onto the rug. It...

I need to be asleep. But I’m not. I’m grateful for: - A reasonably productive Monday at work - The fact that I ate a bunch of junk food...

This week hasn’t been great. Been putting out many small to medium fires - some of which are still burning a little. Being a fire hydrant...

It’s been 10 days since I’ve written anything. Not much to say, and of that, there is not much that I CAN say. Work is work and life is...

Well well, it is Valentine’s Day. I spent a good hour yesterday wandering through Target looking for Valentinesy trinkets (and vegan...

Damn tonight. I was just thinking of how bored and snowed in I was, and WHAM! A sudden mild fuck up (of mine) hit me in the face. And...

“I feel insignificant, lost, but exultant.” - Virginia Woolf Ugh… same, minus the last word. My world is SMALL. I’m cocooned. I made my...

Happy Tuesday to me. Happy, survivable… whichever. “Survivable“ is the new happy, actually. I’m astounded that I haven’t gotten COVID....

It’s a LAZY Sunday. My current background noise is Dateline - an episode set in Dallas. Recognizable landmarks! Wild. Only not really,...

Sitting here freezing in a towel and waiting for my serum-ed hair to dry. Current background noise: 600 pound life. I guess you could...

Unfiltered holiday  grief thoughts: I put on my most exciting pair of socks today, turned on this audiobook, and twirled around my...

Tuesday is 23/24ths over. One more day of work this week (tomorrow) and I’ll have my…. “holiday.” Quotation marks included because it...

My dad has been dead exactly one month. Month one = down, a blurry lifetime to go. Fell asleep on our (well, my) old ratty couch last...

Grief ramblings, week 3: Intuition is a damned thing. It shrieks out in a massive vat of all other complicated feelings and experiences....

I have always wanted to know the future. (Catastrophes. Men. Changes.) I have a habit of looking for signs everywhere. Sometimes I’m...

Mehhhh it’s more complicated than that. I have truly hated, well... probably just one person. I’ve been repulsed by a handful more. This...

YouTube decided that an Eckhart Tolle video should follow one of my favorite NDE interviews. Fucking Eckhart Tolle and his…...

Unfiltered grief thoughts: I have done an insane amount of personal writing during the last 5 years. Twelve diaries. There are thousands...

Sometimes I walk up to the mirror, give myself a little wink and sashay, and think: “untouchable… unreachable.” Then I give myself a...

#latenightthoughts #writing Anyone else feel me on the following? Sometimes I have this suspicion that I want nothing. Or at least...