Back to work in 10 something hours. I just watched a YouTube clip of the Challenger Spaceshuttle disaster's "original live footage". I...

My back hurts from sleeping on the couch the past 2 nights. I had to pack up a bunch of stuff (long story) and temporarily store it in my...

It has been awhile since I've visited here. Sitting on my big couch in ratty (but clean) pajama shorts. Heard what sounded like 2...

Tired, drained, strained, exhuberant, gracious, loved, awestruck, and occasionally bored. Among other things. It's been awhile. Not too...

Tonight played out like a typical Saturday. I watched my brother from 6-9pm, did a bit of reading and writing, and danced around the...

Just finished my 17th diary since 2017. I've made a habit of giving them titles since God knows that may be the closest thing that ever...

I'll be happy. And I'll be good. And I'll be as free as I can get here. That's what waiting is for, right? Time to think, time to grow....

They thought death was worth it, but I Have a self to recover, a Queen Is she dead, is she sleeping? Where has she been, with her...

I saw some strangeness this week. Strangeness I have to keep mum about, partially because... I'm not sure what happened. And BECAUSE I'm...

Work Christmas party last Wednesday was lively. I won an iPad! I mean, I HAVE an iPad... that works... this is a newer iPad. Nothing...

Thanksgiving is over. You know what that means.... "Christmas time is here." 🎵 (caroling and cheer?) - or however the Charlie Brown song...

How has it been a month since I've checked in here? Jeebus. I'm 32 now as of 10/16. Too old to be using that non-word but whatever. Too...

I am sitting here going through my tumblr entries from 2009-2010.... they carry such a different energy. A crisp, unwavering confidence....

So. It's been a while, now hasn't it? Time flies when you're drowning, coming up for air, and then drowning again. Half drowning by your...

“Make me pure again, oh make me clean.” 🎶 That’s a line from a Hole song called “Old Age.” I stand by Hole because that band was made of...

So, what’s new? Well, I could be sadder. Or happier. I AM more hopeful. That might be the most important thing. Spent over 900$ on 4...

I’m not crying anymore. Or at least… not crying over what I was in the last entry. Last entry’s cry was brought about my my malignant...

Crying over a small thing tonight. Real crying. Eye burning crying. All due to something small. I didn’t cry this much when my dad died....