Showered and leaving for my job interview in an hour forty-five. Terrified of the roads, the cold, the interview, and OF being terrified....

I was happy last week for an extremely specific reason. Reasons that I’ve already hyper-analyzed. Ugh, I’ve already alluded to more than...

First things first: I’ve lost 5 pounds in just over a week I think? Damn my cloudy memory. I’ll accept that loss. I’ll keep this up. If...

This first week I got a blow... followed by a second medium blow, that was topped off by a full on baseball bat beating that knocked the...

Yesterday was yesterday. “Days that aren’t catastrophes” are always good days. I‘ll fight anyone who disagrees*... and that‘s 2020 and...

4:30 am and awake. The saga continues into another day! Sigh. It was a combination of being in book mode, followed by a disruptive cat....

Life is fixable. Okay, so... maybe that sounds a bit generous. Or too good to be true. Call me crazy, but I do believe in this....

4-5 years ago I was at a crossroads. Instead of going right or left (or bravely forging my own path) I just planted myself on the ground...

Late night writing: #1 - Part of me hopes that certain people I think about regularly never (or rarely) think about me because I would...

I think I finally fixed my insanely poor sleeping habits! This brings me joy. Applied for more jobs last night, which is another happy...

Didn’t get the job I applied for but am not going berserk over it. Something else will come along if I keep trying... which I’m obviously...

It’s 1am and I’m corrupting my sleep schedule with King of the Hill and a bowl of peanut butter granola. Yesterday was a day of pushing...

“But it’s so hard for me to find” - Death Cab for Cutie’s emotional whammy of the day.

My job interview today felt solid. I think I scored a second one - reading between the lines of how it ended. Could I handle that...

Every time I’ve thrown unconditional loyalty and blind enthusiasm at someone, I noticed that they started loving me less. This is...