No less than everything

Life is tilt-a-whirling. But wait - I used to like that amusement park ride, and that’s too mild to describe this upheaval anyway. I don’t mean “my particular” life - but it’s everything. Nothing less than that. Obviously America is apeshit - but perhaps there will be an eventual global collapse. Who can say?

In Caitlin bubble news: Mallory Pancakes has a heart murmur. The mobile vet came last weekend and detected it. I am taking her to a cat hospital on Tuesday to have some tests done… sigh.

Tuesday is far too action packed. I have a writing event and am going to see Jennifer Weiner that evening as well.

I continue to sustain myself on a steady IV flow of books, cats, and writing events. And a couple of friends/family members. Antiobiotics to my perpetual bitterness, shame, and resentment.

I still love a lot though. It’s there.

Falling asleep. Will edit later.